Not sure if everyone knows this yet, but I may as well spill the beans....
NO...I'm not pregnant!!!We are trying to sell Beautiful Bride...and it's taking FOREVER...I had to make the decision a couple of months ago, when I found myself with no time for me or my family and literally feeling like Bella's childhood was slipping through my fingers. This business is all-consuming, it takes up 20 times more time than you think and it is a 24/7 365 days a year career....that I love. And so it was the most difficult decision I have ever had to make, and it wasn't without many tears. I have put my heart and soul into it, but I feel like it came at the wrong time for me. So I am trying to move on.
Live and learn right??! There is a couple who is interested in it, and we are just waiting on them for a decision. The suspense is killing me! I can barely stand the anticpation of it. I just want to have time for me again...today I spent the morning babysitting cute little Sadie, and I invited darling little Kyla over too...it was so much fun, and I know that it was good for Bella to have some girls over that were her age to play with!! I want to do that more often, I feel like people that I know just know me as a busy business owner, too busy to do anything with anyone.
I want that to change!! I want playdates and mall dates and mommy/daughter dates and friend dates and husband/wife dates!! I want to wake up and stay in my pj's all day if I want to!! I want to learn how to cook better, and bake fun things and make cool crafty stuff!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!! I CAN'T STAND WAITING!!!